The Relentless One
But remember,
I am not as naive as I pretend to be.
I know my waiting irritates you as much as it does me,
but in the face of your affection I am a relentless one,
knowing it, still I wait for you.
Ruin
God gave me the freedom to decide,
and from there I chose ruin.
There were many ways to destroy myself there.
To do it in the most terrible way I felt comfortable choosing your love.
I utterly ruined myself, and you too gave the push,
then we succeeded in my ruin.
Now? The phase of freeing you is over,
now it is my turn to free myself from this cursed life.
Fair-Weather Kin
Who listens to the story of a burnt heart?
Where do they disappear in the days of burning?
Those who show up only in good times, are they really ours?
Yet I remember that day,
for them I gave up many of my own joys.
One Day, It Will All Be
I know, one day all will be.
One day, sooner or later, it will be.
Good times, success, you and our home,
one day all will be ours.
That day you will not neglect me like today, I know.
You will love me more than the hate you hold me in now, this I accept.
And there is not much left,
see, that which is giving, look, that day calls us.
Awkward Forgetting
You will not look for me and I will not call you, this way many years will pass.
Then one day you will remember, I loved someone more than my own existence.
To make them mine I tried so many whims, demands and efforts, yet I could not.
But when trying to recall your name, I will be in awkwardness,
just like I am today in awkwardness when I try to remember
the name of that beloved movie seen on BTV.